My name is Matthew Joseph Branham, 23, originally from
central Illinois. Worldly, I have been known to spark a good conversation, make the occasional
timely joke, and burn the midnight oil. I sometimes consume more Guinness than
someone my size should. I am the "pioneer" and sore thumb that sticks out of my family, and I have spent the last three years
adventuring outside
of my comfort zone, loving new things and becoming less naive about the world.
Now in California, I spend my days experiencing what fruits life has to bear,
as well as many hours at the local dog park with the fair-haired love of my
life, my dog Layla, as well as looking for a parking spot.
At
home I have two very great, very supportive parents, as
well as an older sibling in Chicago. My father helps manage a construction
conglomerate known as United Contractors Midwest, and now he drives a corvette
much to my mother's dismay. She is the coordinator for a religious program at
my old elementary school, molding young minds into children who will later
reside in the most spotless of apartments, much the same as she did for my
brother and I. My brother, John, works in marketing for SmithBucklin in
downtown Chicago and is planning relocation to Austin.
As
a child, I invested much of my time into sports of all
sorts, mainly basketball and baseball. I was an honor roll student at a
Catholic grade school, and I can support that with my many, many bumper
stickers. There I learned about state capitals, saltwater taffy and girls. Once
I entered the halls of adolescence, I took interest in new things that were not
always accessible in a private school. I remember listening to "just watch
the fireworks" off jimmy eat world's "clarity" album, wondering
where it was I had been for the last 15 years. I found myself bombarded by the
likes of art, live music and the late night toilet papering of houses in need
of a better decor.
At
age 15, my creative process took stage. Subconsciously,
I took to writing constantly, almost as if it were second nature from the
beginning. It started out as rhyming poems, haikus and rants about love, loss
and the occasional urge for everything frozen treats. With the writing came the
doodling, which slowly evolved into some sort of sloppy art form. On my
seventeenth birthday, I got my first guitar, a sweet shining green electric
Schecter. With it came an immense and overwhelming feeling of joy, followed
immediately by an overwhelming feeling of confusion. I figured if I was going
to write, it's best to have this, as opposed to a drum set which would have
destroyed my mother's sanity, along with the burden of transporting the
equipment. My friend Eric & I would write a handful of songs and poems during
what I can only assume was math class, then we traded and wrote on top of each
other's, crossing out things and adding new ideas, then exchanging back. That kept me waking up for school for a decent period
of time. I wrote
about everything under the sun, and some things above until my sock drawer was
full and I ran out of words to use. From there, I took a hiatus and went to
college.
College
was nothing like I expected, mostly because I had
seen too many reruns of saved by the bell: the college years and spent the
first two years searching the campus and dorms for Kelly Kapowski. On day one,
I was presented with a list of occupations I could potentially possess in four
years time, but nothing on the list popped out at me, except advertising and
graphic design, so I checked that box. I learned a lot about nothing, never too
aroused when it came to western Russian history. It wasn't until my third year
that I took a few art classes which awoke something in me and showed me new
techniques to give my pencils a much needed rest, helping put the spark back in
my love life with art. But after three years, I found myself in a rut, much
better creatively and musically, but stuck with the feeling of quicksand
between my toes; as if I wasn't making the headway I had hoped for. But I did
learn to cook!
So
in the summer of 2005, I packed up my little red car
with my little tailless cocker spaniel and moved to Arizona, just to break routine and get
some excitement back in life by trying what I had never experienced. That year
I went down the path less traveled, and I learned why people do not travel on
those paths, because they are not safe and you can fall and get hurt, like with
your legs caught between a fence in a less than graceful jump on the way back from the
pool after a night of pure raw debauchery leaving you blacked out and in shock simultaneously. After a string of mishaps and
ill-fated
attempts with new friends, my journey alone to the unknown and my journey as a
student had ended. Besides the few good people in that state and decently
priced sushi, I elected that we force Arizona to separate from the United
States and change its name to 'Newest Mexico'.
Fast-forward
to 2008 and here I sit in front of this
computer on its last leg, or whatever is it holding this thing up. I am
fascinated that by sitting in front of this box I am able to search for places
to live in Venice, follow-up on jobs I am interested in, send a nice note to my
mother, "download" family guy episodes, listen to the latest Coldplay
single, look at risqué photographs from the previous weekend, and rattle out
this pointless life history of myself all at the same time, amazing! But, that
been said, I find it a necessary evil when creating a website dedicated completely to
myself.
Creatively,
I like to think I am in the world's epicenter
for inspiration, a place where all walks and wheels of life stroll by daily on
these tattered, worn down streets. It's almost as if I had never written anything before,
or drawn anything to inspire words before, because there is so much to see and
do here that I am just now experiencing, for the first time, my mind is getting the spins just
contemplating the ideas. I often know what I want, problem being is that I thrive on inspiration and seeing creativity in
everything. Once a place or thing loses
that inspiration, I go looking for the next big brainstorm.
If what I am seeing is true, I have finally landed on the
holy grail, where comfort and familiarity couldn't be further away. As soon as
I unpack my life from its many boxes, I will return to my endless process of
absorbing and outletting my surroundings onto paper, canvas or dark alley walls
until my hand goes numb just like the 15 year old in me did. I will wake up
with the sun and ride my bike, surf until I learn to quit hitting myself in the
face with the board and teach my dog how to be the perfect icebreaker with
California's lovely beach bunnies. I see this being a place that I can grow to
love, live in forever and never completely understand it. It's a lot like women
in that respect. Only time will tell. Meanwhile, I will continue to do my best
to find beauty in the mundane, excitement in the routine and eat lots of spicy
tuna!
If
there
is one thing I have learned in recent years, it is to always move towards
things that you are passionate about and help define who you are, and it will
lead you to new things you never thought could be a part of what makes you.
Pursuing said things will leave you with a good feeling inside (much like with
frozen treats) and with that, everything falls into place... your job, your
closest friends, your loved ones and once you have everything you could ever
want, you'll realize and be glad you started it by doing something that you're
passionate about. I'm going to make that into a tee shirt. So long!